Sutra: What I hope for my future

I hope that I am happy and I am earning enough money to pay off the house and still live the way I would like to.
I never expect to be rich or even particularly successful, though I guess I could hope for that.
I just want to be happy and in love for my life.

Sutra: Your Fears

This morning I was driving to work and the sun looked like this. And I was listening to Codex by Radiohead, and I was thinking to myself... Thank god its Friday!

Today I am going to tell you about my fears.
I am afraid of the dentist, well not the dentist specifically, I just don't like people being all up in my face and poking things at me. This includes, Dentists, Optometrists, Strange people and probably also people waxing my eyebrows.
This is possibly the only thing I am afraid of. I drive like a maniac, I am not afraid of heights. I don't like spiders, but I can handle them. So I guess that's it. aren't you glad you know that now?

Have a good Friday!

Sutra: Of 5 Things Which are Lustworthy

I am skipping the question which says "A problem which you have had" Cos I couldn't think of anything, and I am jumping right to the next one, which asks you to tell the world, "5 things which you lust after" or something.

I want:
1) an iPad
2) an Hermes watch (the one with the stud looking bit)
3) for my house to be complete and under budget
4) to get a new job where I can earn better money for paying off said house
5) and finally..... something else. But I can't tell you what. Ok world peace, there I said it.

Not necessarily in that order.
But as a timeline that order is probably reasonably practical

Sutra: Some Things I am Proud of

Okies so back to the 30 day thing... which has actually taken me nearly 30 days already and I am only up to like 16 or something.

So things that I am proud of:

1) I am proud of being able to have the conviction to buy land with every intention of building on it

2) I am proud of the fact that we have actually started building on it... Ourselves!

I think that takes a lot of consideration and love to consider doing that with someone. I really hope that we can last the distance. But I think we will.

John is doing an amazing job, and we both have our strengths and weaknesses, and I think we know that I am not cut out for picking through mud and making cement. But I am cut out to paint, maybe even tile, and pick pretty things to go in the house...

My Day

• Wake up at 5.30am Go for run
• Have breakfast at about 6
• Shower at 6.30
• Nap at 6:35
• Wake up again at 7.15
• Put on makeup
• Do hair
• Organise Lunch
• Out door at about 7:50ish
• Drive to work
• Arrive at work at about 8.45ish (I drive about 50km p/day)
• Turn on comp and heater and get started answering emails, reading blogs, checking orders etc...
• Do same plus shop work, and order packing and talking with staff until lunch
• 1ish have lunch
• after lunch get back to computer and keep doing more of same
• finish work at 4 in winter 5-6 the rest of year
• Stop and visit mum most weekdays hang out at home until 8pmish
• Head to boyfriends house and shower and sleep

Man, that is really boring! My job is actually more interesting than that, honestly! But I just cannot be bothered really going into all the boring details!